Caroline Dew, an ICU Critical Care nurse in Australia, wrote this thread that I want to save. My only criticism is that it's written in the past tense. You can see from these graphs of hospitalizations that the pandemic hasn't ended. Canada has a bigger population, but it's currently in a worse position than Australia. Sylvia Jones says our health care system isn't in crisis despite the unprecedented closures of hospital emergency wards, and I'm terrified to find out what she thinks a crisis looks like.
Dew's thread is a response to the Australian Herald Sun article "The 77 things we hated about the Covid response." (It's behind a paywall so thick I can't even link to it!):
An ICU nurses' response to this h. scum piece. I bring you:
The 77 things I hated about what COVID did to the human body (with Heather Paterson Photography):
- It killed people
- I hated that it was so infectious that I would be the only one in the room with them as they died
- It destroyed lungs. In a desperate attempt to get oxygen into them we would nurse them on their stomachs.
- I hated the fear in a patient's eyes as they desperately struggled to breathe.
- The decimation of the human body as we fight to keep them alive months into their ICU stay
- The clots...so many clots
- The PEs
- The strokes
- The DVTs
- The dead bowel
- The brain inflammation
- The confusion
- The acute delirium
- The psychosis
- The hallucinations
- The brain fog
- The acute kidney injury
- The chronic kidney failure
- The Continuous Renal Replacement Therapy
- The heart attacks
- The heart inflammation
- The heart failure
- The heart arrhythmias
- The circulatory failure
- The need for intense drugs to keep blood flow to vital organs
- The multiple huge lines inserted to large blood vessels to deliver these massive doses of drugs
- The multiple lines inserted into blood vessels to monitor pressures in the body
- The tubes through the mouth to ventilate lungs
- The tube through the neck to ventilate lungs longer term
- The oppressive tight face masks pushing in oxygen & keeping lungs open
- The copious sputum
- Helping patients when they can no longer cough out the sputum by sucking it out with tubes
- The desperately huge breaths that patients take when gasping for breath that they pop holes in their lungs
- The dead fingers and toes
- The swollen skin
- The blisters
- Skin falling off in chunks
- Pressure injuries because we had to position patients in abnormal ways as we desperately try to keep oxygen delivery to vital organs
- The diarrhoea
- The nausea
- The loss of taste
- The lack of appetite
- The inability to eat for months on end because of the tubes and weakness
- The tube through the nose to get liquid food direct to the gut
- The wounds from surgery after having dead gut removed
- The bacterial and fungal infections that spread in the immune weakened body
- The unwanted side effects of life saving drugs
- The fear
- The anxiety
- The stress
- The pain
- The itch
- The weakness
- The loss of independence
- The embarrassment
- The loss of control
- The loss of connection with the outside world
- The separation from family
- The separation from friends
- Missing out on sharing life events
- Not being with family members as they also suffered from Covid, not being able to comfort them
- Not getting to say goodbye to your life partner as they died int he room down the hall
- Facilitating connections with loved ones over FaceTime
- Facilitating goodbyes over FaceTime
- Making 'that' phone call at 3am
- On the rare chance we could get family in - Rushing to dress the family in PPE meticulously and carefully but quickly to get them in in time
- Patients not being able to talk. With a tube in your throat, you can't talk.
- Frustration that you can't communicate.
- Losing months of your life. Waking up to be told you've been unconscious for three months
- Isolation
- Working with a machine to learn how to breathe again.
- Losing control of your bladder and bowel
- Learning how to walk again
- Having to put control of every body function into someone else's hands
- Nightmares
- Crying in PPE
- Knowing all you can do is stroke a forehead, and hold a hand.
What we did back then to prevent Covid further ripping through our unvaccinated population was worth it. What we achieved as a country is something to be proud of.
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